B fer Birdney

birdneyspears @ 2009-12-09T10:12:00

2009-12-09T02:12:43Z

I think I should just forgo going to aussie in march and visit wherever else in august. Tmr's my accounting test, I shall go revise first, go for a jog, cut my hair and go for the interview. It shall be a good good day, I need to feel lucky today. I'm going to buy 4D l8r (FINALLY) Like everyone else, I hope I win.
Good day folks.

birdneyspears @ 2009-12-02T11:15:00

2009-12-02T03:15:25Z

OHWELL.

Xmas

2009-11-26T12:46:39Z

Screwed up my test today :\ can only blame myself for not being more prepared.
I signed up for the BTT .. and tmr's a public holiday but... I need to go back to sch to do project.

Time check, it's only 2044. I am tired, I am going to slp.

Leave before you're left

2009-11-14T03:44:08Z

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There, I've said whatever that was in my head.
oooooh, I like 3OH!3's new song with Katy Perry.

birdneyspears @ 2009-11-08T07:52:00

2009-11-08T00:09:02Z

I got up to pee and cannot get back to slp now >: (

My nose is blocked, not good. I feel like going to look arnd for potential christmas presents l8r. ... I'm up so early I dont knw what to do.

birdneyspears @ 2009-11-06T23:07:00

2009-11-06T15:16:27Z

It has been a long day today, am going to hit the sheets soon. I apologize for being so grumpy lately, Idk why. I think of you most of the time and want to talk to you but when I finally do, I tend to feel .. :S
Ok.. This is what vanity does to you. I put a mask on my face. Yknw those dry dry kinds? Yeh, its so dry now that it hurts to pull them away. Feels like Im waxing my face. Yeeeeeouch.

birdneyspears @ 2009-11-05T22:12:00

2009-11-05T14:24:20Z

Putting too much pressure on myself when no one really cares is one of my biggest problems. I don't take a step forward because I'm scared I'd fail. The weather's suppose to make us all happy people but it's making all of us grumpy. I don't mean to......... But sometimes it annoys me to see the house in a mess and you don't take any initiative to clean it up. You're tired bcos you had a long day at work, I am tired too in fact my day was longer than yrs. Complain, yeh we all do. I am not kicking up a fuss ... Ok nah. I am kicking up a fuss. I should have gone to get you yr printer ink. Man, bird, shut up. But anw, I still very much love the rain and all its perks. I miss playing in the rain yknw yknw?
Goodnight. And I also feel like tiring myself out so much that I don't even have the energy to think.
OK nvm, goodnight.

Gone.

2009-10-29T15:42:17Z

It was like any other day till evening. It was smth new, smth that I don't want anyone so close, so so close to me to be in it. It wasn't very comfortable looking into the coffin, it was just.. Different. Ytd there was a soul breathing in it, today she's gone. But I knw she's in a better place right now and she's so much more alive and probably have the best legs up there, able to jump and walk arnd without any help.
..
In all seriousness,
"do I need to say bye?"
"yeah, say bye to all yr uncles and aunties all"
"noo i mean, do I need to say bye to.... her" -points to coffin
"No!!!!!"

Idk why I even asked that. Inexperienced in funerals maybe, but I dont wanna be experienced anyway.

birdneyspears @ 2009-10-27T14:36:00

2009-10-27T06:38:40Z

3 hours of class l8r. Whatttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt. Why would I need so much information abt make up ... Ok I mean, why would guys need it right?????????? Save the earth, save resources, cancel class plz.

Inbetween

2009-10-24T16:55:01Z

I'm always slpy, very very slpy. I fell aslp while on the way home from JB earlier. I think it was the muay thai today, I punched........ Till I had no energy to punch or kick anymore. I'm going to slp alr, tmr's sunday- suwati day. And then monday. Start of a new week all over again. I can't wait for christmas.

1.paranoid.
2.scared.
3.slpy.

hence. Goodnight world.

birdneyspears @ 2009-10-24T00:16:00

2009-10-23T16:23:25Z

First week of sch went pretty well, or maybe it was bcos there weren't much tutorials in the first week. I hope next week will be just the same. Past 2 days was back to TCA whr I carried bricks and 10kg water bottles on a tray on my shoulder and walked around under the hot sun. And today it was carrying plates on just one hand and wtf it looked easy but it isn't. My left arm muscles are aching and I was cheating more than half the time??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! Not cool, my arms are obviously lacking of muscles.
Escaped the grooming check on thurs but today.. It was just crap. My hair was black but it was messy, chefs said we looked like opera singers and asked if we were suppose to be like SIA girls? Idk, ask the teacher. But I look like a transvestite................ My eyebrow swelled when I put back the piercings after that. Should I close it? Anyway, I saw my friend's colored tattoo. Makes me think twice abt not getting one, colored tattoos arent that bad actually. I feel like getting one on my back but she told me it'd really hurt. ... But that's only for skinny ppl right............

Ok I'm really tired. I cannot wait for muay thai tmr !!!

Will we ever knw when it's enough?

2009-10-21T14:11:14Z

So it's my first day back to business sch. Think I need some getting used to, spent too much time in the country side that now stepping into the city is like a whole new thing for me. This term's timetable isn't too bad, start late on most days except for the last 2 days of the week. Yknw what it means to have an early day on thurs? No butter on wed >:( And as for fri? No play on thurs. #%*(*% THEN AGAIN, it doesnt make any difference to me right now cos I'm not going to step into a club till...... Dec. Unless you're steph and yr bday is somewhere in nov. (wait are you even having a party? Im not sure if you were serious abt it the other time)
ANYWAY, I am thinking of taking muay thai on a regular basis. AND I can't wait for christmas. I think I knw what to get for youuuu nowwwwww.
I've been feeling so hungry these few days, it's scaring me. I don't wanna roll ..
Ok, nvm. I'm going to turn in soon. Thursdays and Fridays are going to be my long days.. And I am not looking forward to it. At all. I rather be in culi prac all over again.
Vick's exhibition tmr!

birdneyspears @ 2009-10-19T12:49:00

2009-10-19T04:49:56Z

“That’s the problem with us. We’re both stubborn asses and always want to get our way. We both hate to be wrong and love to be right. But that’s the thing about love. No matter what happens, we always come back for each other, one more time.”

birdneyspears @ 2009-10-17T10:02:00

2009-10-17T02:05:35Z

"They lied when they said love conquered all "

Home, finally

2009-10-15T18:31:53Z

Got my timetable for the next sem alr, not too bad but there's not a day where I can skip sch. >:(
Came online and couldn't find what I was looking for.. So I am going off to bed.
Oh btw, hong kong was fun even though there was a constant flow of food, food, food and more food. Brought back Alot of food this time round, dk what's wrong with us. My mother even bought a kind of vegetable home and she puts the blame on me for buying so much food. .. At least I didnt buy a melon home... I saw a bag which I really liked and a leather jacket as well. Too broke to get it myself and mom wouldn't get it. Have this strange feel that she might just get it for my christmas present.. Which isn't too bad but december's too far. My sch starts next week.
OK nvm, Idk why I typed so much when I am so slpy. Fuck it's coming to 3, ok goodnight goodnight.

Looking at you look back at me with those eyes

2009-10-11T17:51:03Z

Was joking to my mother abt how I haven't even finish telling stuffs abt Melbourne, I'm already packing to leave for HK. I thought I would be leaving at night but hoho guess wot, I am leaving at 4. Which means? I need to be there at the airport by 2. Which means?? I only have a few hours left to clean up my brother's place, go for a short run and pack my bag at top speed.
It's a bittersweet feel to be back here in sgp. It might have been a very short stay.. But I've gotten quite used to it there that it feels rather foreign to be back here. I miss my home here, but I guess I miss you even more. 2 more months till I see you again, and yes, we're going to make it thru.

beepbeep! hahaha

I think I might cry

2009-10-03T14:31:33Z

I really don't care if I need to work 15, 16 hours or even getting a miserable pay.. Or if I need to work for 5 months. Why must my march holidays be taken away..

Me english suck balls

2009-09-29T14:45:08Z

Me hand itchy, me is superficial. Maybe we should all be ugly then there'd be true love all arnd. Me is kicking up a fuss over nothing. Anw, me have a goal that me want and need to reach. This whole post is all abt me. Me is self centred creature no1. Me tired, going to slp. So me say goodnight to anyone and everyone that's reading this lame post.
Oh me gonna attempt to cook tmr, and make some macarons. Hope it all goes welllllll : )

221209

2009-09-09T14:54:43Z

I've not been updating this space bcos there really isn't anything much to update abt.
The weather was so hot today I nearly died. And my body is burnt. Not shiokkkk.
I am going to work at the IT fair for the first time, I hope I don't die.. ? Haha I need a job. A decent job.
Oh results are coming out soon, I am quite scared I do badly. Idk what to tell my folks if it happens. ..

Eew my skin looks so gross. I think its high time I go buy a lotion specially for that.
Ok thats enough, goodnight world!

Just when..

2009-09-03T13:44:52Z

It's as though we knw

2009-09-03T13:40:39Z

Im having stomach ache, again. Must be too much gum.
And my phone isnt working............... Why.................................. Sigh.

I knw you like this haha

2009-08-26T17:47:32Z

K cool, Idk why my words are appearing in the form of a link.. Even if I click enter, it doesn't work. Hahaha nvm it doesn't matter. I'm jobless with nothing else to do but bumming arnd blowing bubbles. I need to work my ass away to get me to whr I want asap. Should I try working at starbucks? :\ Zzzz. Caught that.. "Where got ghost" show earlier. It's... Stupidly funny. Watch it if youre very free (like me)

Anyway do you like the picture? For one, I knw the girl inside there loves it and I love it too.
K look at the time now. It's time for you to slp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A mess of a different kind

2009-08-14T00:22:08Z

I break anything and everything. And she's right, I'm good at running. Literally, or not. You decide.
But you will be okay cos... You're you.

honeymoon...not

2009-08-11T15:27:38Z

I didn't have cereal for 2 whole days.. And I think I had withdrawal symptoms but now that Im eating it again, I think I eat too much of it. Ok but I prefer an overdosage of cereal than having too much yolk :S
Ok, 2318. I should really go to bed soon and stop procrastinating/whining.
I'm obviously still in my holiday mood. ..
HAHA and someone just converted the energy she used to hate a sweet16 girl to loving me more. Awwwwww. K Im ready for bed now

No denying you're the habit that I can't quit

2009-08-10T14:43:25Z

What a long weekend and I'm not ready for sch tmr. My stomach hurts. My hols are coming. Normally I would knw what I wanna do by now but uh.. Its feeling a little blank. Mhmm.
Ok really, my stomach hurts. :\